What are the things that I was not able to say? What are the things that I was unable to do or should have done? Why does everything has to be so hard? Sometimes I tend to forget how to make all rewarding but then I was thinking to myself that it is not about it. There are things in the world that should not matter in the first place but became much more important.

It crushed the once uncrushable. 

Jai(c)

When you see her, you will not know what to feel. She will give you chills for different reasons and make you blind to realize it. She will play with you and you’ll slide down the alley and still like her. You will never want to hide from her but you are scared that she’ll find you. 

That is how to describe this girl. 

You will dream of colours and bitter taste. You will dream of rainbows and dark weather. You will be crazy about her. You would not understand your dreams either.

You will stand alone, you won’t change your mind. She will be your favorite prize. She will become your mademoiselle. Having her is everything and losing her is also one thing.

You will never know how to describe this girl.

Days pass. All of them were fast

I gaze at the times when I can recognize

The faces, the time and what is absolutely mine

Then something told me that they will all pass

Pass by me, in my face, in my memory

I’m ready this time

After all these, I will swallow what is left of me

I will still thank thee for all the misery

I got my due. I am done with you.