Today is a busy day for us since my mother has been kneeling all day just to ask for a miracle of making my room clean and organized…I granted her wish (partially).

I threw away a lot of things from stuff toys to remembrances. It’s my way of saying to myself that i am not a kid anymore and that they have to go. Dramaaa. Haha. Anyway. While my room is topsy-turvy, there is this thing that I can’t let go of even though there is not enough space for my multiplying stuffs and it is this pot that we used way back in highschool.

We are required to bring this clay pot since we are having a folk dance class in school. I think it deserves a make-over. :) 

I planned on making it more tribal by painting it with something aztec-ish again. Haha. I also want to use my oil paint since its been buried in my cabinet since day 1.

You can still see my section when I was in first year highschool and yes, that is also my oldest paint brush that I used here.

I used my university fan as base. Haha. Ganaremos!

I mix the wrong colors. GAAAHHH!

ZER YU GOHHHH! :) Nothing much! I just want to kill time and again, not fix my room. Was supposed to jog with fam bam for a training for the upcoming fun run this Sunday but I chose to chill at home. It was brown out due to the heavy rain and my plans are limited. My hands though are also filled with colors since the paint turned chalk-y after it dried. But good thing it serves a new purpose now…

It’s now chilling like a bawsss in my ‘accessories-corner’ and filled with my bangles and bracelets and smiling like a cutesy cat waiting for a lift. Ngaaahhh. -_- 

PS. I CAN’T GET OVER HOW YUMMY OUR DINNER IS TODAY! ROASTED BEEF THAT TASTED LIKE HEAVEN AND ROCKS LIKE HELL! AHHHH. /pigging

The bipolar weather is all I could notice for now. Today it will burn you and later it will drown you. How can we not be serious about global warming and end of the world with this? It’s crazy!!!

(1) I am very grateful for myself for not only having free shoes but finally starting collecting the most handsome shoes for me…oxfords/brogues! :”> I go gaga when I see them on sale/ buy 1 take 1! Soon, I hope I could sell some. :) Hopefully.

(2) It’s a fact that I can live without a phone or the internet but not without my planner. I can get by by just doodling and writing everything on it. It is my planner slash diary all in one. Now it serves its purpose at most.

(3) Currently I have been a love doctor or rant-avenue on relationships to people. It helps to know myself better since I am also in a relationship. Dating and relationships are things that are serious like getting married since it’s a step prior to it. I am not in a perfect relationship but one must know that be in a commitment wherein you see yourself working for. I just read a quote saying if you do not see yourself marrying the person you are with it means you are just using the person. As simple as that.

(4) Revamp products are already tagged! I’m really excited and giddy in serving you people so continue supporting. I am very much overwhelmed with the people who are happy for my venture so except more products and promos by next week. :) <3 <3

I just opened a shop and it won’t be difficult for me to introduce it since it is prolly one of the veins of my interests. 

re·vamp verb \(ˌ)rē-ˈvamp\ meaning to remake, revise, renovate or reconstruct

Revamp is an online haven of your beauty essentials and fashion needs and everything in between. Revamp wishes to bring all things beautiful in a very affordable price. This business is for the purpose of catering to the wants and inclinations of the girls and soon guys alike.

It is made out of my interests in beauty and fashion and all things related to it. I wanted to share to the world the beauty and rareness of what I discover everyday and as they say, when you are good at something…do not do it for free. But this shop won’t be profit driven that is why I price my items at the most reasonable rate. I also want to challenge myself in venturing into business and this time, know up to what extent I could go by doing it alone. There has been a lot of shops rising like mushrooms everywhere but this time, I want to be unique yet making everything very personal. 

For the launch, I want to sell nail decals or specifically what is posted here. It is due to my evident growing interest in nail arts and all things fancy when it comes to my nails. See the page for more information and to see the designs. :)

Since also the growing support I got I wanted to give back immediately by offering tips, tutorials and updates on fashion, beauty and health to all the people who will like the page. I see the page as not only a shop but a worthy site for good and informational reads. :)

Create. Desire. Inspire. Share. That’s our strategy.

#ichooserevamp

Thank you so much! <3 <3 <3

Just woke up at 3:03am this morning just to greet this far-away person. Exactly 25 years ago, somebody came to this world and that somebody came across my life and been consistently around for 5 unbelievable years. Meeting this person is one of the things that I have to embrace since it’s an event, a reality, a phenomenon that changed my life in a major way. You know who you are.

Happy birthday to my best friend, best enemy, teacher, brother, companion, helper, lover and all things under the scorching sun. You are my everything and nothing less. I am happy that I am making you this greeting since I never imagined having you in my life in this manner. You are a gift to me, making me feel like it is my birthday everyday. I never thought that having your birthday would make me feel extra special. You just turned this day like it is also my day. I never thought that we would fall in and out (and in again) of love and be this ‘strong’ by being weak together. I may not be the perfect one for you but then again you just made me feel like I am. Today, I was not able to prepare you any special, expensive and well-thought gift or surprise. I just want to give you more than any of those traditional gifts and that is my heart and love that is specially wrapped just for you. Though we were not able to achieve any of you wish for today, I just hope that one thing that we will be able to attain is to be together for your next birthdays.

I would watch you grow into a better man. That I promise. I would be with you as I grow into a better lady. That I guarantee. We would grow together. That we would do. I love you more than my lack of words could tell.

Happy Birthday Pupi.  I love you! <3

Been starting my internship ever since the holy week ended. The people in League of Cities of the Philippines are so cool that I don’t have to worry with anything including my work. My boss has been in and out which made me idle at times. Speaking of, he is just our neighbor. Quite a small world really.

The office environment for me is new. I have to be in a fully air-conditioned room everyday and being a sick girl that I am, I got sick on my second day. I am with my classmates Aileen and Joseph so I am very comfortable since I got instant companions. I am the most idle between the two. Haha.

It has been a challenge for me since I have to wake up in the morning and I am not at all a morning person. So far, I am enjoying and not worrying about anything in my internship program. Fun has been everywhere and I wish to end it with more lessons and achievements! :)

First month of the year. Fresh start. New beginning and the end is still far. It’s very fast though that January has ended in a blink of an eye and here we are again at the month of hearts. Phew. I cannot keep up! Here’s some of my tidbits of my January. Just a little of something. :)

(1) I said something about my room re-designing. I had all the new stuff to put on my room but since I am the queen of laxity, it did not happen. My mom tolerated my desire for animal prints again and gave me some new boxes so have somewhere I can put my school readings on.

This where I also place my bags and I can see that it is not enough. We plan to buy more but the problem now is that my room will get more crowded. How to? How to? 

(2) My favorite past time is to visit my favorite place in the world! Thrift shops! Again, I am pleased to present my self as a solid advocate of ukay-ukay since it where you get all the best in the world! I got two new sheers and 2 new animal prints! Satisfaction much I tell you. But now, I prevent myself from going there since I really want to save! The agony. :( I got some new accessories too!

A tragic thing happened too. My favorite everyday eye shadow palette broke. :( I wish I could still spot something as of good quality as this in Max Factor stores or somewhere else. :(

My new stress reliever…nail arts! Again, animal print! Hee! ;)

Eww! My ugly toes! Please look at the nail color instead. :p

(3) Ginno and I is having our 18th monthsary this first day of February. Some days before, we had a fight and he gave me this cute cellphone charm still from Korea. He knows I love everything Korean.

He told me that he’s been hoarding a lot of goodies so that he will not run out of peace offerings to give me if ever we will have fights again. I do not know if that is a good thing since we are talking about fights here. Haha. It was sweet and when he said sorry, I just said…Yup! It’s okay. We get better and better in dealing with fights and it’s something that keeps us going. I love you Pupi! ;)

(4) Before we also ended the month, we attended the Neocentennial Celebration of our university…University of Sto. Tomas! We missed the fireworks and being a sucker for fireworks, you will not be able to imagine the sadness that I felt that time. They said that it was the most wonderful pyromusical display that UST ever had. :( Anyway, I had a great time with Ginno. I always will. :)

So much for now. I hope the next month would be much better and it is the Month of Hearts! Let’s see what happens.

Remember that make every month, every day as Valentine’s day. All you have to do is share love like there’s no tomorrow. Love like Jesus! :D

I thought this trip would not push through but hey, what’s visiting China Town on the day of Chinese New Year itself? :)

Been so excited to feel the Chinese New Year in Binondo. We are not Chinese (only a little in my mother’s side) but we just want to experience the spirit of festive celebration. 

It was my first time to ride the LRT with my family. I was with my parents and two sibs. We parked our car somewhere and just commuted for the fear of having difficulty of bringing a ride. The fun started right here. :)

We visited Binondo church. My mom prayed for a while but I was busy sight-seeing and taking random pictures. :) We were supposed to attend mass here last Sunday but failed since my mom had an emergency.

There were gay street dancers everywhere and they did not fail to welcome everyone with loud thuds of drums and cute fire dances.

Kiong Hee Huat Tsai is the new Kung Het Fat Choi! :) 

That’s my Dada and sis eating sugar cane. ;)) There are so hungry that they just have to munch on anything.

New lovaaa! <3 Tummy is so big I’m gonna die!

We ate authentic Chinese food though I am not in my good appetite since just this week we ate at Shangrila the same set of food. :| Happy tummy still!

Something to take home! Right after, we went to Divisoria and did a lot of shopping! So excited to share with you my adventure! I got lots and lots and lots of animal prints again!

Well, my day was a wrap! I had fun and my excitement was satisfied! The crowd was also tolerable. It is far from what I expected and the weather was not that hot. Everything was perfect indeed! I wish everyone specially my Chinese friends and whoever a bountiful and lucky year of the Water Dragon! :)

Going back to school! I feel like professors are not attending classes again. I aim to always tie my hair this year. I am really excited to see my blockmates again. They are the reason that my school days are complete. :) I missed this uniform! :D

There is a big rock in front of you, bigger than you and times ten your weight.

God said, push it. You did. You used all your energy and grew tired then you gave up.

You complained  and said that you pushed too hard but did not even made the rock move even an inch.

God said, PUSH—-Pray Until Something Happens.

Never cease to pray. Sometimes that big rock which represents all your problems and baggage might move only if you know how to ask and consistently believe that God will move in your life.

Today, I attended mass twice and consecutively. The first mass got me sleepy but I listened to the homily attentively and the second mass got me deep. Both masses were presided by the same priest but I just miss the feeling of being inspired by God again. 

God really talks to me specially during times that I need Him the most. I am confused right now of how I would like my life to be but He just told me to depend on Him and I think I should. Never forget that I should.

I want to scream. I want to jump from the highest peak but not die. I want to run from ends to ends. I want spontaneity. I want to be boundless. Infinity.

But there is nothing I could do. This world is limited and walled. People can judge you. People can stare at you and yet you will leave yourself bothered by what’s on their minds.

Rather, I want to escape this world. Breathe new air and just stay still. I want change and transformation. If only I could. If only it could.

Was so bored and when I am bored, it’s either I to write or I draw. 

These are not fashion-wannabe illustrations m’kay? I would never get close to that but I just love pulling out old prescription pads from mom and sign pens to draw. I had drawing pads before but I do not want to draw on them. I am so used with scratch and free papers instead. If you want to see a lot, see my planner. It’s all-in-one. :)

I think I just gave up on this so-called romance. It’s not for me for this time yet. I ended my masochist self and thinking that today is pain, tomorrow is happiness. I just don’t want any chase now and let things go if they must go. I happened to not give a damn right now and not fear any consequence. I know that if I made the wrong decision, I should embrace the disappointment and at least I was able to finally know ‘what is’. I think time would really help. I do not know what might happen next but turning back, stopping or falling aside are for cowards. I was able to face pain with courage and I am ready to face more. Beauty may come next. Happiness may rest near my future.

Happy Yuletide.