“When we’re incomplete, we’re always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we’re still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on—series polygamy—until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter.”

— Tom Robbins

How I wish it is this easy and how on earth this would be possible.

Days pass. All of them were fast

I gaze at the times when I can recognize

The faces, the time and what is absolutely mine

Then something told me that they will all pass

Pass by me, in my face, in my memory

I’m ready this time

After all these, I will swallow what is left of me

I will still thank thee for all the misery

I got my due. I am done with you.

Just when you think that love is not enough. I am a strong-weak type of person that you have to deal with.

Random musings and I think you shouldn’t take serious of. I’m in my poetic mode right now.

Refused to be forgotten. 

Too many times, I’ve been wrong

I guess being right takes too long.

#nowplaying Find Your Love by Drake

I will never get tired of this song. I am grooving alone with this every morning. An indeed an old song but I am fond of songs like this that never gets old.

I love the lyrics. Random yet sensible. I believe I’ve been an option before and I chose to not settle for being like that. I guess I made the right choice.

Do not make someone your priority if you are just their option. 

It is all about not giving up.

Recycled post.

Jai(c)

There are three things to describe this.

1. It is either you tend to push people away.
2. No one really stayed.
3. Or, everybody stayed except for the person you wanted and expected to stay.

You have your choice if you will wait and live miserably or just accept life as it is and be happy.

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I ♥ Bad Boys.

No not actually. If there’s something heart-able in them, it is most probably their will to fight for you literally. Punch other guys, shower them with bad-ass words and all tough things like that but no, I am not after that. In whatever choices we make, in who to love or who to choose we should keep in mind that we should live life well. It is the only life we have and we are not like cats that have nine lives to waste. 

Self-portrait on a Tuesday night.

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It is my first time to witness the sun rise from the view up above. It was very nice and the clouds made it more fascinating.

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Would you imagine how special this one person is because of all rare circumstances, you met each other and it is not just about meeting but sticking together…at all cost.

There are these people who leave you. They give you the confusion of thinking of why people should come in to our lives and in the end leave. There are also these some people who will stay. The mere fact that they stayed, it’s already something but sometimes it’s not just about the staying. It is like talking about a journey. The journey is more important than the destination. Sometimes what happens is, they stayed…just to say they stayed.

Jai(c)

#nowplaying Another Used to Be by Joe. This songs says a lot and it explains my every thought therefore on forever loop. It never gets old.

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