There is a big rock in front of you, bigger than you and times ten your weight.

God said, push it. You did. You used all your energy and grew tired then you gave up.

You complained  and said that you pushed too hard but did not even made the rock move even an inch.

God said, PUSH—-Pray Until Something Happens.

Never cease to pray. Sometimes that big rock which represents all your problems and baggage might move only if you know how to ask and consistently believe that God will move in your life.

Today, I attended mass twice and consecutively. The first mass got me sleepy but I listened to the homily attentively and the second mass got me deep. Both masses were presided by the same priest but I just miss the feeling of being inspired by God again. 

God really talks to me specially during times that I need Him the most. I am confused right now of how I would like my life to be but He just told me to depend on Him and I think I should. Never forget that I should.