My recent days has been filled with lots of ups and downs. I feel so alone and my school has been so demanding so I understand why some of my friends are no where to be found. I have been in my constant struggle with life right now. I need to do a lot of fixing and thinking. 

I gave myself a constraint when it comes to posting about my personal life. It was a product of past experiences that revealing too much information can cause trouble. I am in a situation wherein only few people are knowledgeable about it. I blog, yes but I tried to limit what I post. It’s a weird thing sometimes.

I like the name Naveen. I decided to buy a notebook and go back to my childhood hobby…to keep a diary. I named him Naveen. Yes it’s a him. 

Hi I am Naveen

I am Jai’s new friend. I won’t leave her alone. My pages won’t get tired of what she has to say. I’ll always be around to absorb her thoughts and I keep them well. Until she finds a new me, I’d still be around. I LOVE HER THIS EARLY AND I WILL LOVE HER ALWAYS.

I always have that urge to write down when I want to say something but won’t talk. Hope this will help me get through. Sometimes it’s make-believe that people get to escape from the hurts of reality and get into a new world where you feel happy and safe. I need that just for today. 

Thanks Naveen. I think you really are for me because finding you in a shelf and being the last from the stock, I have more reason to feel lighter and better.