December 2011
15 posts
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I Chose You.
I know you came to a point when you got bountiful problems and you keep asking God “Why me?”
There was also a point in your life when you feel overwhelmingly blessed and do not take the time to thank God and ask “Why is it always me?”.
But whatever that is, either positive or negative, may it be something difficult for you or easy to carry always say to God, “Thank...
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This gloomy
What are the things that I was not able to say? What are the things that I was unable to do or should have done? Why does everything has to be so hard? Sometimes I tend to forget how to make all rewarding but then I was thinking to myself that it is not about it. There are things in the world that should not matter in the first place but became much more important.
It crushed the once...
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P.U.S.H.
There is a big rock in front of you, bigger than you and times ten your weight.
God said, push it. You did. You used all your energy and grew tired then you gave up.
You complained and said that you pushed too hard but did not even made the rock move even an inch.
God said, PUSH—-Pray Until Something Happens.
Never cease to pray. Sometimes that big rock which represents all your...
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Political Christmas.
Christmas season would never be complete without the stretches of Christmas parties. I just attended one epic yet simple party with my dearies.
My friend Irene and I arrived bringing loads of food and we just commuted. The hassle couldn’t get worse I tell you. Just because we love being late and we still have to take that late moment of buying our exchange gifts, we traveled by ourselves....
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∞
I want to scream. I want to jump from the highest peak but not die. I want to run from ends to ends. I want spontaneity. I want to be boundless. Infinity.
But there is nothing I could do. This world is limited and walled. People can judge you. People can stare at you and yet you will leave yourself bothered by what’s on their minds.
Rather, I want to escape this world. Breathe new air and...
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Indescribable.
When you see her, you will not know what to feel. She will give you chills for different reasons and make you blind to realize it. She will play with you and you’ll slide down the alley and still like her. You will never want to hide from her but you are scared that she’ll find you.
That is how to describe this girl.
You will dream of colours and bitter taste. You will dream of...
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Fast time, past time.
Was so bored and when I am bored, it’s either I to write or I draw.
These are not fashion-wannabe illustrations m’kay? I would never get close to that but I just love pulling out old prescription pads from mom and sign pens to draw. I had drawing pads before but I do not want to draw on them. I am so used with scratch and free papers instead. If you want to see a lot, see my...
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You swoon, you sigh.
My boyfie next to my Dada I think? He is my closet sib. When you have a big brother, being a girl, you expect him to guard you against heart breakers or anything close to that but being an older sister to this brother of mine, I perform that duty instead. Yes, I am also intrigued (together with my mom…let us just say, the whole family) with his meek life. I know parts of his lovelife and...
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There me go.
I think I just gave up on this so-called romance. It’s not for me for this time yet. I ended my masochist self and thinking that today is pain, tomorrow is happiness. I just don’t want any chase now and let things go if they must go. I happened to not give a damn right now and not fear any consequence. I know that if I made the wrong decision, I should embrace the disappointment and at...
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Darling Naveen.
My recent days has been filled with lots of ups and downs. I feel so alone and my school has been so demanding so I understand why some of my friends are no where to be found. I have been in my constant struggle with life right now. I need to do a lot of fixing and thinking.
I gave myself a constraint when it comes to posting about my personal life. It was a product of past experiences that...
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Blank.
I am still caught in a space wherein I know what is right but have no courage to choose it. It’s making me suffer and confused when I know I am nowhere near brave and wise to choose the correct direction. It is the same direction that I need but I guess I no longer love myself. I just trust my heart and this trust led me to hurt more people and most specially myself. I need lots of time to...
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Chic in Sheer
It actually takes a lot of courage for me to wear something sheer since I do not have much confidence yet for that but then I tried and thought that I could have something different in my closet.
The yellow vintage tee was a real catch since it was very cheap and indeed my first ever sheer top ever! The shoes was from a Christmas bazaar here in Marikina. Marikina is known for our footwear and...
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Kismet
She thought she’d never feel that feeling again. That feeling of being cheered up when the sphere is all down. That feeling of being surprised on a tiring day of work and that feeling of being not alone anymore. She always knew that this moment is near impossible but then again, with a little twist of fate and destiny’s playful kick, coincidence never got this best. The best indeed for...